hitomi fuseru to sugu kiete shimai sou de
jibun ga mishiranu tanin ni natta ki ga suru
kanashii hodo chippoke na
sukuwaretai kara tameiki wo tsuku no ja naku
hakideshite shimatta kodoku no kehai no kazu wo tada
kazoeteita
kawaita jikan no nake de
oboreteru mo gaiteru kokoro
memai ga suru kurai no uso wo
uketomete hikisaita
soshite watashi ga
mayoi komu no wa
usuyami no sekai
shinjuru beki mono no tame ni to eranda basho wa
jiyuu wo kagi ni shita ori no nake deshou keshite mou
nukedasenai
kawaita nodo no oku de
hajimatta hakanasa no wake wa
chikazuku ashita ga kowai kara
uzukumari kuzurete mo
watashi wo sagashite
sasayaki kakeru
usuyami no koe
kawaita jikan no nake de
oboreteru mo gaiteru kokoro
memai ga suru kurai no uso wo
uketomete hikisaita
soshite watashi ga
mayoi komu no wa
usuyami no sekai
It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes
I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize
Sadly, I've become so small
I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing
I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up
Amidst this drop of time gone dry
My heart is drowning and writhing
These lies that make me dizzy
I took them and tore them up
And with that,
I became lost
In a world of thin darkness.
For the sake of those whom I should trust
I chose to come here, a cage into which I've locked myself, and now
there's no escape.
Deep inside my parched throat
Lies the reason for this growing impermanence
Scared of the approaching tomorrow
I cower and collapse
But it seeks me out and whispers to me
This voice of thin darkness.
Amidst this drop of time gone dry
My heart is drowning and writhing
These lies that make me dizzy
I took them and tore them up
And with that, I became lost
In a world of thin darkness.