Ashita nante konai you ni to
negatta yoru kazoe kirenai
yume mo ai mo nakushi
ame ni utareta mama
naiteru naiteru naiteru naiteru
kazari tsuke nai de kono mama no watashi de ikite yuku tame
nani ga hitsuyo wo
jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no
kotae wa chikasugite mienai
kuroi namida nagasu watashi ni wa
nanimo nakute kanashii sugite
kotoba ni sae nara nakute
karada juu ga itami dashite
taerarenai hitori de wa
yonaka ni naki tsukarete
egaita jibun janai jibun no kao
yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa
yameyou yameyou yameyou yameyou
kazari tsuke nai de ikite yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
muzukashii koto
anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
kowareru mono wa mou iranai
kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
onnaji itami ni butsukaru
sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara
tooku kiete shimaitai
wagamama to wakattemo
kuroi namida nagasu watashi ni wa
nanimo nakute kanashi sugite
kotoba ni sae nara nakute
karada juu ga itami dashite
kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
onnaji itami ni butsukaru
sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara
boku kiete shimaitai
wagamama to wakattemo
Wishing tonight that tomorrow will never come
Countless dreams and loves and losses,
I cry and cry and cry
as though beaten down by rain
Don't display me, not like this
I need something to keep on living
If I can't even believe in myself, what can I believe in?
The answer is so close I can't even see it
Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone
I cried in the middle of the night, drew my face that isn't me,
That hides my weaknesses. I'm going to stop smiling...
Don't display me. Is the hardest thing in the whole world
To keep on living?
If it comes from you, then it's all right that it's intangible
I don't want things that can be broken anymore
Shedding black tears, crying out
Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
Struck with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know it's selfish, but...
Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone
Shedding black tears, crying out
Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
Struck with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know that it's selfish, but...