Sunset passes by as well and I wonder if we can meet again tomorrow
Back in the days when we joined our small hands
And sang songs on our way back home
I painted my dream on loads of sheets of drawing paper
In what way do I have to live in order to become happy?
I want to change the painful today, but the answer still won't come
Not going anywhere, I was looking up at the blue sky
I loved myself and I hated myself
It's okay to take a step forward and it's okay that I want to change
I tightly clenched my fist
Like that I stumble
and get a little better step by step
I wonder if this small joy, one day,
can laughingly be called a treasure, too
Having neither strength nor kindness
and though my legs were still trembling,
I will grow to be able to draw a rainbow in the sky,
I'll always believe in that
No matter how I live, I cannot become happy
I hear it in so many voices, weltering in the blink of an eye
I sigh and with an "ahh" I relieve my chest
I loved myself and I hated myself
For still being unable to move forward and unchanging, I scolded myself
And folded in my wings
Like this I'm just like
a killifish in a bucket
Tangled up in a tiny water plant
I can only live by breathing out bubbles
Without love and hope,
the only thing that's important is myself
Trash doesn't know the sky or the color of the rainbow
it doesn't know anthing at all
I loved myself and I hated myself
I'm moving forward and I'm changing, and without a doubt
I tightly clenched my fist
And yet I'm just like
a killifish in a bucket
Tangled up in a tiny water plant
and only able to live by breathing out bubbles
Having neither strength nor kindness
and though my legs were trembling,
One day, in the rain,
will I be able to paint a rainbow on my own, I wonder.