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I'm Afraid...........
Link | by on 2005-12-04 15:41:40
i'm afraid that i won't become whatever i wanted to be
i'm afraid that i won't pass my ACT exam that will come soon
i'm afraid to fall in love, who ever loves me
i'm afraid to die, without seeing the day and night
i'm afraid that something, like a evil spirit, blocking me to do something good that turn out to be bad.
im afraid of the dark side, coming out of me
i'm afraid of friends, that turn out to be the wrong person to hang out with
i'm afraid of life, whatever happen in the future
i'm afraid of telling people about my problem; struggling every single days without telling anyone what happen, but smile and laugh, like an idiot.....
This is all what I'm afraid of............

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by taishi on 2005-12-04 17:23:05
MY FEARFULL FRIEND, we all share these feeling but remember, to always stay positive in life for life breeths disapointment but somewere in all of this misary are good days. STAY FOCUSED

a. bai

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by yorokonde on 2005-12-04 17:25:17
I'm afraid of .............. DEATH!!!


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by forgotten on 2005-12-04 17:26:37
We all will face death eventually. It's nothing to be feared about.

"Someday....Somewhere..."

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by Kotuso on 2005-12-04 18:08:40 (edited 2005-12-04 18:35:44)
the best words are "we have nothing to fear but fear itself" conquer your fear of fears and become strong enought to lead the weak against fear. Only the strong survive and the weak hold on to fears. Just recenrly i have just gotten over my fears of robbers, but i am still weak for having other fears like my fate that which we must all face. At least you have conquered this fear. Ounce i have counqered the fear of passing on i can earn my place as one of the strong Hurah!

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by lady_rin on 2005-12-04 18:14:35 (edited 2005-12-04 18:16:23)
XxSuzunoxX last summer we had a topic Discuss your fears. There are 77 messages, most of them mercifully short. May I suggest you read it since many of us talked abotu the things you do. Past threads in many forums do help.

Here is the first post from that thread.

Posted by Lady Rin Sept, 9, 2005
We all have fears. Even sweet Lady Rin. Some of mine are enough to paralyze me, all involve how I grew up and my life today.

Of all the people I know or have ever met there are three I would say are fearless. They are Ranger and his two friends Chuck and Don and they will tell you they too have fears that can cripple them. Rangers is claustrophobia. All of th emajor rooms including the master bath has a door to the outside and there are large skylights in the living room and our bedroom.

I fear loss. The loss of my husband my and family terrifies me. If I let the thought take hold I go into extreme depression. The thought of Rangers passing is another terror in my heart, one that I have to live with.

What is it that stops you, your deepest fear?


You are not alone XxSuzunoxX and there is much to learn here.

*huggles* Please ease your fears.


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by yorokonde on 2005-12-04 18:25:10
@ thegentlewind: can you conquer death?


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by Kotuso on 2005-12-04 18:32:22 (edited 2005-12-04 18:37:43)
I cannot conquer my fate in means of immortality but i can conquer my passing mentally. Unforutnately my mind is still too weak to processt that tolerance. I would have to see it or become close to it so i can conquer it. Yes you can conquer your fate but you either have to do what i said or you have to be crazy. Sounds more like Kotuso the 1st than how i am now to conquer fate by being crazy. There are a lot of people out there who just don't care wether they die or not. Like Legato.

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by lady_rin on 2005-12-04 19:16:17 (edited 2005-12-04 19:16:49)
A fear of death. That's a waste of time since it comes to all. I know people who are overly concerned about it. Why?

Ranger says, "You should not go to the grave with a pocket full of money, a perfect body, in good health and asking youself what did I miss. Rather you should slide in sideways with a bar of chocoloate in one hand and a bottle of tequila in the other going whoo-ya what a ride".

When I met Ranger I was a college girl with no lfe experiences. Since then I have learned to sail a boat, fly a plane, swim, I couldn't swim until after I was married. We gave up slaving to make ends meet, just working until we die to make the bills. We don't want that. We want to live every second to the fullest so that if I die tomorrow I won't be asking what did I miss?

I don't care if I die poor, I just don't want to die bored.


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by S-a-c-h-i-e-l on 2005-12-05 00:56:06
I'm short on time, so I can't read all of the posts or make a big reply, but you guys should play Tales of Symphonia (PS2, Gamecube). I got my copy for $10, it's very fun, anime style, lots of plot twists, and tons of other stuff... Especially stuff on fear, conquering your own darkness, and what it means to live. That game gets a 9.5 out of 10 from me ^_^

Oh, and Lady Rin, Sumomo slaps Chii for being too loud X_X jk


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by Jomunga on 2005-12-05 08:34:48
Uh fears, I don't really fear anything. The closest thing to fear I have is worry. I rather than fear I will be alone my whole life, I worry about it. Plus it is what I expect, so fearing it would be annoying. Worrying about crap is alot easier on the brain than fear. Turn your fears into worries and your worries into hope.

I hope that I will become whatever I want to be
I hope that I will pass my ACT exam that will come soon
I hope to fall in love with whom ever loves me
I hope to live, seeing the day and night
I hope that something, like a evil spirit, blocking me to do something good that turn out to be bad, and fails miserably trying
I hope of the dark side coming out of me disapates into my shining light
I hope of friends turn out to be good people, if not I hope for new better friends
I hope for life, and a bright future
I hope I can tell people about my problem; struggling every single day, telling everyone what happened, but smile and laugh, like an idiot.....But a hopeful one.
This is all what I hope for............

Doesn't this sound a little better to say.



I look forward to death, can't wait.

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Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by Kotuso on 2005-12-05 17:05:34
So you'll just hope for death?

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by nejigirl on 2005-12-05 17:33:41
i'm afraid of being ashamed of my life because there's nothing worthwhile in it.
i'm afraid of losing hope.
i'm afraid of being a psuedo-intellectual.
i'm afraid of reaching out to others.
i'm afraid of my mom at night, because i'm afraid she's going to hit me.
i'm afraid of not changing, of being stagnant.

<3

nya........... hehe.

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by nejigirl on 2005-12-05 17:35:03
i think that death is fascinating, since it's the one thing in life that's not certain. no one exactly knows what will happen after they die. that, in itself, is amazing. i mean, even if you think you'll go to heaven or something, you still don't know what will be there to greet you.

nya........... hehe.

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by Kotuso on 2005-12-05 17:44:56 (edited 2005-12-05 17:45:24)
You don't have to be afraid of being stagnant. There are those who go and those who stay. Sometimes you see someone who you haven't seen in a long time and they seem like they have changed so much that there not even the same person. The person who stays the same is always who people look to.

Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by lady_rin on 2005-12-05 19:21:30
Staying the same means accepting life without any challenges. I used to think that. I wanted nothing more in my life than to teach art in a small school and live a quiet life. Even after I was married I wanted the same, a quiet life. That never happened and I'm glad it didn't.


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by on 2005-12-05 19:23:33
Fear is something YOU build up. If you could be brave enought to face it once, you could face it agian! ^ ^


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by Jomunga on 2005-12-06 00:14:31
Yes I hope death comes to me. But I dont have to hope at all, it will. What I really hope for is to see something good after it.

If you fear death hope it will leave you alone for a long time. When your old and feeble and senile you wont care anymore. If you fear being old, hope you die young.

And I haven't welcomed back Nejigirl yet. I see you haven't changed much nor has your mom in the time you were gone.

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Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by lady_rin on 2005-12-06 05:44:23
I don't know why you are all so concerned about death. Ranger once told me when he was your age the thought was, "I'm invincible" especially among flyers.

If you're going to fear something at least let it be something you can do something about.


Re: I'm Afraid...........
Link | by desertranger on 2005-12-06 07:25:16
TheQoo~Wilda said "Fear is something YOU build up".

bullshit! Fear is something that can come out of nowhere and freeze you in your tracks. You can find youself facing fear in an instant with no warning whatsoever (that's a Rin word). If you don't react properly then you meet the death so many of you talk about. Fear kills and saves lives. It all depends on how you react. My training is such that I can handle most fearful situations. Still I'm not going to pet a rattler just because I do fear them, I fear what they can do if I screw up. I;m not afraid of rattlers by any means I just have a good healthy respect and fear of them.


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